Seeking truth 心的挣扎 (15)殉葬人
buried alive with the dead person


但 自 在 脱 就 却 不 这 已 浪 
是 由 蓝 了 像 无 愿 是 不 迹
无 一 蓝 线 一 处 归 一 属 天
目 一 的 的 支 归 还 群 于 涯
的 一 天 风 支 宿 一 忘 中 的
地 一 上 筝 一 的 一 却 国 中
飞 一 一 一 一 群 一 来 一 国
翔 一 一 一 一 体 一 处 一 人
不归人 (A person who will not return)



一个悲哀的事实是,从集权专制制度中诞生的民主斗士往往是那个制度的殉葬人。

他们的思想,生活习惯,语言都与那个制度不能分离。他们虽然是以与那个专制制度对立的方式存在著。但是无论他们 怎样反对,仇恨那个制度,他们的生命,经历,思想都源出于那个制度。

专制与反专制是同一棵时代树上结的果实,他们合在一起才组成那个时代的历史。专制制度的死亡同时宣告了在那个专 制制度下被压迫和侮辱的灵魂,以及不屈不饶地与其斗争的革命斗士的死亡。

新的时代属于下一代,新的一代无法理解在旧制度下挣扎和奋斗的父老的痛苦,也无法理解为什么在旧制度死亡后,那 些在旧制度下受苦,受伤的前辈不能从残酷的记忆中走出去。他们不能懂得他们父辈的生命,青春已经被烙刻在那个时 代之中,忘记那些记忆,忘记那个时代,也就是忘记他们。

而且更令人悲哀的是,新的一代根本没有兴趣去了解那个逝去的时代。








A sad fact is that the democrats were born in the centralized and autocratic political system, who are opposed to such a system, are always the ones who are sacrificed and buried with the dead.

Their thoughts, habits in everyday life and languages can't be separated with that system. Although they are existing in opposition to such an autocratic system. However, no matter how much they are opposed to that system with hatred, all their lives, experiences and thoughts have originated from that system.

Both the autocracy and anti-autocracy are the fruits from same tree of the era, and the history of which consists of the two fruits. If the autocracy dies, then the tree will be gone, as well, and the fruits will no longer exist. Therefore, when the autocracy system dies, people under that autocratic system, who have been suppressed and insulted, but still persistently struggled to overthrow the system, will be pronounced dead spiritually.

The new era belongs to the next generation, and the new generation can't understand the pain of their last generation who have struggled under the old system, neither, they can't understand why after the old system is overturned, those predecessors who have suffered and got hurt from the old system can't recover from the cruel memories. They can't perceive that their fathers' lives and youth have been marked in that era, forgetting those memories and that era means that their imprints which once existed will be wiped off.

And making them more desperate, the new generation would not have any interest to know the details of the dead time.

And what made them more desperate is that, the new generations are not at all interested in that era which has gone by.










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